Monday, November 13, 2023

Department of English,S.B.College, Old Teachers Never Fade Away


                                       

The Department of English at St. Berchmans’ College has always been held in high regard among academic institutions in Kerala thanks to its dedicated teachers who had a profound love for English Literature. This illustrious group included Prof. O'Brien, Prof. M.P. Paul, and Prof. C.A. Sheppard. When Prof. Sheppard took the reins of the Department, its prestige began to shine with unparalleled brilliance.

Prof. C.A. Sheppard's presence not only energized the Department of English, but also the entire college. His name was synonymous with St. Berchmans’ College in any discussion. The years he spent at the college were its golden age. He instilled in both students and the faculty a passion for excellence, self-reliance, and industriousness. His classes were not mere lectures on poetry, prose, or drama, but comprehensive studies of English language phrases and idioms. Students vied for spots near the podium to capture every word he spoke. Passages from the Bible and soliloquies from Shakespeare flowed from him like a powerful stream. One could liken the sentiments of students from that time to Wordsworth's description of the French Revolution in the Prelude: "Bliss was it in that dawn to be alive."

I recall his classes on Bernard Shaw’s "Arms and the Man" vividly as I was one of his undergraduate students. His teachings extended beyond the text to a deep exploration of Shaw’s entire body of work. What stood out was his beautiful introduction to the works of Bernard Shaw. He meticulously explained new words and phrases, delving into their meanings and nuances. Sitting in his class was an immersion in the evolution of the English language and literature. When he was invited to inaugurate the Literary Association of the Minor Seminary at Parel, he spoke about the poetry of Gerard Manley Hopkins who was relatively unknown to the general public at the time. Prof. C.A. Sheppard exuded sophistication, confidence, and eloquence, presenting the image of a truly exceptional teacher. It was often said by students that they could see the light in his room even in the early hours of the morning, reading and typing. With his departure, both students and the staff lost a mentor, a guide, and a wellspring of inspiration.

However, the Department endured, maintaining its glory and renown with a new roster of exceptional teachers such as Prof. V.J. Augustine, Prof. A.E. Augustine, Prof. K.J. Francis, Prof. K.T. Sebastian, Prof. T.P. Madhavan Pilla, Prof. K.V. Joseph, Prof. K.K. Mathew, and Prof. P.C. James. Under the leadership of Prof. V.J. Augustine, the Postgraduate Department was established, propelling the Department to new heights of success, with many students being placed in top ranks in University exams. The discipline that he instilled and the seminar and discussion- methods he introduced helped students excel in interviews and oral exams.

Prof. A.E. Augustine, a close associate of Prof. C.A. Sheppard, electrified not only the classrooms but the entire college with his mastery of the English language. His compelling eloquence made every conference or meeting a memorable occasion. Prof. K.J. Francis, with his majestic demeanour, left a lasting impression with his lectures. There was an air of grandeur about him.

Prof. K.T. Sebastian was an exemplary teacher, both in appearance and speech. He breathed life into Milton's works, delving deep into the poetic brilliance of "Paradise Lost" and drawing connections to the modern world. Prof.  P.J. Devasia deftly navigated the complexities of modern English literature, using his exceptional memory to highlight the beauty of the poetry of Hopkins and Eliot.

Prof. T.P. Madhavan Pilla embodied nobility and dignity. I remember jotting down a note in my composition book, commenting on his insights. He graciously responded on the back of my note, attached to the composition book. Pleasant, gentle, and dignified, he carried the Department's flag high. Another stalwart was Prof. K.V. Joseph, who had a remarkable ability to bring vividly to life all the characters from Chaucer’s "Canterbury Tales". Despite being a skilled stylist and grammarian, he remained humble and approachable, both to his colleagues and to his students. The youngest faculty member at the time was Prof. P.C. James, a bundle of energy and humour. He brought the vibrancy of American Literature to his classrooms, always inspiring, fresh, and innovative. His presence lit up the department, creating a warm and welcoming atmosphere.

Spending time with these great teachers endowed with real scholarship and high rectitude was a pleasant experience which will never fade away from my memory. They enabled me to work in tandem with professors of English from foreign universities. Their laughter, their encouragement and inspiring words remain always fresh and memorable in my mind.

“Footfalls echo in the memory

Down the passage which we did not take

Towards the door, we never opened

Into the rose garden.”

Tuesday, August 22, 2023

Eighty Third Birthday Celebrations


 Yesterday was the celebration of my 83rd birthday. It started with my morning mass at the chapel .The main celebrant was Abp.Pamplany. At the breakfast, the Major Archbishop,Cardinal Mar George Alencherry, offered me greetings and all the bishops sang happy birthday as they were then seated for their breakfast. Later , the family gathered at my brother Bernard's house for lunch.Before lunch, we said a rosary for  all the members of the family, past and present. I did give all the ladies silver rosaries which were made specially for this event.That was the end of the celebration. The day before, at Varghese's new house blessing at Chy, they also offered me greetings for the birthday,

The Lord has blessed me to celebrate this day. I do consider these months an opportunity given by God to praise him , adore him and to offer prayers for all our friends and relatives.My heart is full of thanks to the Lord for giving me this occasion to praise and adore him again.

I would like to repeat the prayer of Thomas Merton again in this note: "My Lord God, I have no idea where I am going. I do not see the road ahead of me.I cannot know for certain where it will end.Nor do I really know myself, and the fact that I think I am knowing your will does not mean that I am actually doing so.But I believe that the desire to please you does in fact please you.....I will trust you always though I may seem to be lost and in the shadow of death.I will not fear , for you are ever with me and you will never leave me to face my perils alone."

My heart is like a singing bird
Whose nest is in a water’d shoot;
My heart is like an apple-tree
Whose boughs are bent with thickset fruit;
My heart is like a rainbow shell
That paddles in a halcyon sea;
My heart is gladder than all these
Because the Lord is with me.( Adaptation of a poem of Christina Rossetti)

The following words of Henri Nouwen too are apt to be remembered on this occasion:

"We are God's beloved daughters and sons, not because we are worthy but because God freely chose us."

Thursday, August 3, 2023

Prof.John Philip

 It was with real shock and great sorrow that I received the news of the passing away of Sri John Philip.It was Prof.Sunny Mathews who informed me from the US about the demise of John Philip. He was our classmate in MA class at S.B.college. For the two years of our course  , he was a constant companion.Everyday before the beginning of the class , he would come to my room and we would walk together to the class room. We discussed all the topics and shared them with our friends. He was very respectful and caring.  He had a positive  attitude and was always cheerful.Even though after we left the college, we have not met each other but knew in my mind and heart that he was doing well and was successful as a teacher at Bishop More college.We had a chance to meet at the celebration of the  50th anniversary of the PG Department. We had a picture taken after the meeting . I was very happy to see him at the meeting. He looked the same with no changes. He briefed me about the developments in his life. I never got a chance to visit him at his house nor to see his family. His face and smile are before me and I wish him eternal rest with the Lord.  I am sure  he is resting peacefully with  the Lord. he was a good Christian with great moral principles. May the Lord protect  and bless him in the eternal abode where there is no weeping or sorrow. What Tennyson said in In Memoriam about his friend, Hallam,  is very appropriate here: "It is better to have loved and lost than never to  have loved at all."

Do not stand at my grave and weep 
I am not there. I do not sleep. 
I am a thousand winds that blow. 
I am the diamond glints on snow. 
 
I am the sunlight on ripened grain. 
I am the gentle autumn rain. 
When you awaken in the morning’s hush 
I am the swift uplifting rush 
 
Of quiet birds in circled flight. 
I am the soft stars that shine at night. 
Do not stand at my grave and cry; (Elizabeth Frye)

Sunday, July 23, 2023

Return from the US

 I returned to India on June 20th after a stay of a month and a half in the US. It was for the wedding of Ittyrachans' daughter ,Melissa and for the First Communions of Jonathan, Michael and Isabel that I left for the States.While there, I did participate in the baptism of Theres's child at St.Philomena's church. I was asked to give a talk to the Men's Club at St.Philomena's church. The talk went OK , with more than 30 people participating.The pastor was waiting at the door to receive me and he was present throughout the talk. It was a cold and rainy morning but it went OK without affecting my voice or the tone of the  presentation.I was also successful in renewing my passport while staying in NJ.Had to go to NY for an expedited issue of passport. Jogy prepared the application and I had go to the passport office with all the necessary documents. Jogy waited there until my return after an hour with the submission of the documents to the Office. The passport was ready the next day evening. I got it at 4p.m.If I had not renewed it, I would have to go through a heck of troubles to get it before the expiry.

Some sad events happened in the month of June with the passing away of my first cousin, Vakachan(M.P.Varghese).I was thinking of giving a call to him but within a few days after my return I got the news that he had passed away suddenly by a heart-attack. He was very gentle and kind,  religious and well versed in the knowledge of the Bible. He was leading a quiet life after his retirement from the Union Bank of India.The passing of the Former Chief Minister, Sri Oommen Chandy was another sad moment as Kerala witnessed an unprecedented outpouring of love and grief at his demise.

Wednesday, June 7, 2023

Trip to New York,June 8th

 For the last few says I was suffering from severe coughing and cold. Today, Santosh sent an antibiotic to be collected from the CVS.Jogy brought the medication in the morning.I feel immensely better.I hope I will get over it tomorrow as we go to  the Passport Office for an expedite issue of the passport.Today ,I got the new driver's license.By the grace of God,I feel better and the coughing is becoming lighter.All my official functions will be over by my trip to NY for the passport. The Lord has been good to me. I was blessed to make this trip and do the marriage blessing of Melissa, the daughter of Ittyrachan.It has been a long while since I did the blessing in the US.

Wednesday, May 24, 2023

My trip to the States

 On May 3rd, I left for the States by Emirates .My flight reached NY airport by 3pm on the sane day.The flight was OK but only things that there was no facility for lounges on this ticket although it was business class.As the flights had only a short lay over, there was no need of any lounge facility.At Kochi airport, on account of the Essaf card, I could use the lounge facility.As Jogy  was waiting at the NY airport, my arrival was smooth.I rested for a few days and then left with Jogy for Santosh's house for the First Communion of Jonathan.Everything went smoothly and I was able to concelebrate at the First Communion mass and give first communion to Jonathan.

The original plan was to leave Clarksville  for Seattle along with Johnachan.But the news came that Michael had contracted Covid from his teacher and my flight to Seattle was postponed.Since I have to be be present at the marriage of Melissa, I decided to change my plan to go to Seattle. So I missed Isabel and Michael's First Communion and also spending a few days with them at their new house. It was a real miss! Then , I returned with Jogy and decided to spend the time with him.

I was invited for the baptism of Theres's child Iris and for the reception.I was also invited by the Men's ministry of St.Philomena's church on Saturday morning. Even though it  was slightly drizzling ands chilly ,the Pastor was waiting in front of the Hall to receive me. The talk went very well and the people were very appreciative.

The next day I was supposed to go to Somerset Church and give also a talk to the CCD teachers.But Tom's wife,Lena ,got sick and he could not  give me the ride and hence the program  WAS cancelled.

Today ,May 24th, we went to the DMV office for the renewal of my license.It went very smoothly.The documents were accepted and I was given a copy of the license at the payment of 11 dollars.The new license will be mailed to me within 20 days.Tomorrow,I am going to the DC for the blessing of the marriage. I will stay in DC for three or four days and will return to NJ.Thank you,Lord, for your blessings all these days. Today I wrote a letter to all the alumni asking them to be civil and without rancor at their meeting tomorrow. I am sure they will observe the spirit of the letter.

Monday, April 17, 2023

C.S.Lewis--Mere Christianity

  This is a very good book where many of the Christian doctrines, virtues and Christian morality are explained in an understandable way .No high- flown or pedantic language. In very simple words, Christianity is presented.Many have accepted Christianity by reading this work of C.S.Lewis.He is a great apologist of the Christian faith.His full name: Clive Staples Lewis(1898-1963).A fellow and tutor in English Lit. at Oxford Uty until 1954. Then,  he was  elected  the Chair of of Medieval and Renaissance English at Cambridge Uty.Wrote more than 39 books. Mere Christianity is  a reworked collection of a series of lectures he gave over the BBC to  inspire the faith of the soldiers in the Second World War.Kathleen Norris says : "Lewis seeks in Mere Christianity to help us see religion with fresh eyes as a radical faith."

Forgiveness:

We have to remember how He loves us.Not for any nice , attractive qualities we think we have, but just because we are the things called selves.For really there is nothing in us to love: creatures like us who actually find hatred such a pleasure that  to give it up is like giving up beer or tobacco...

Sexual Morality:

While the rule of chastity is the same for all Christians, the rule of propriety changes. The difference in the dress of a girl in the pacific islands and of a Victorian lady.

Perfect chasity  like perfect charity will not be attained by any merely human efforts.You must ask for God's help...After each failure, ask forgivenss,pick yourself up, and try again.Very often what God first helps us towards is not the virtue itself but just this power of always trying again....It cures our illusions about ourselves and teaches us to depend on God...We need not despair in our worst for our failures are forgiven.

The sins of the flesh are bad, but they are the least bad of all sins.All the worst pleasure are purely  spiritual

There two things inside me ,competing with the human self which I must try to become.The Animal self and the diabolical self.the diabolical self is the worst of the two.That is why a cold, self-righteous prig who goes regularly to church may be far nearer to hell than a prostitute.